when to SGH ytd morning..

when to see e report..

doctor say is quite big..

so need take it out n check..

my heart was super scared..

i dont wan to go for op..

on e 15 mar need go for blood test n maybe x-tray..

on e 22 mar is op day..

everything is in e morning..

y does everything happens on thursday..

i really hate..

y am i always sick..

nv 1 year im alright..

since i was born..

y am i so weak???

im suppose to be healthier in 2011..

but end up this happening..

i couldnt slp well..

nightmare nv stop hunting my mind down..

my heart cant take it..

too many things happens..

too much for me to take it..

too many stones are inside my heart..

their falling apart every sec, every min, every hour, every year, everytime when im growing..

y is this happening to me??

is izzit cos ppl around me did evil things n i get e revenge??