this is how ii feel until now!!!!!!

i was very happy..

i nv once feel like cry..

not until when everything start to change bit by bit..

i started to feel sad is cos..

u said things that make me happy but didnt come true after that..

once twice i was still okay..

but after that it happens too much that i was super disappointed..

n that i think twice after hearing wat u say..

thinking if i say still trust wat u say n it will come true..

but once again it didnt..

n that i told myself its clear that something is not right..

i feel that ur blocking me out..

i dont feel that i was needed..

i felt like im just a soft toy..

always there but only when ur sad or bored den u play with it..

this was wat i feel..

alright inside but crying inside..

i have no idea y ur like tat now..

seriously wat happen on that day that ur able to not contact me at all for so many days!!!!!!!!

i told myself maybe ur telling me to leave..

alright i'll leave..

thou i seems okay..

but im not!!!!

i told myself its okay.. its alright..

its just another hard times..

it has always been like that..

nth new..

but my heart dont lie..

my tears nv work well with me everytime..

its always flowing out of my eyes..

my heart just wouldnt stop bleeding..

this is just double the impact i get..

im already very sad cos im afraid of drawing blood tml and op next week..

n all i get was this..

thanks for ur contribution..

making things worst for me..

THANKS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!