tml going back GM to celebrate TEACHER'S DAY..

not going back to simei..

somehow i think very bored..

dont feel like schooling..

life now is like hell..

seriouly im crazy now..

going back to the mood of studying..

better hurry den regret..

i hate too much of regrets already..

anyway thats nothing i can do much..

y not study den wasting my time in something that will not do any help to me..

ALISA MA!!

GO BACK TO THE STUDYING MOOD!!

OR ELSE YOU CAN JUST GO AND KILL YOURSELF NOW!!

NOTHING CAN HELP YOU IN YOUR LIFE IF YOU KEEP DOING THIS TO YOURSELF!!

THE ONLY WAY IS TO BRAIN WASH YOURSELF AND GET BACK TO THE RIGHT TRACK!!

shit man..

tml is DMT test..

ah.. hate it..

stupid test.. so hard la..

plus i dont have the mood to study..

and everything seems so hard..

wat should i do man..

seriously i need to get my mood back to study..

but is so hard to forget HIM..

wth am i doing now..

this is not wat i wanted..

this is totally wrong..

this shouldnt be happening..

all i wan is to start everything all over again..

to where i just knew HIM..

without regretting anything that happen..

i really hate all the regretful feeling..

its really not wat i wanted..

I REALLY HATE THIS LIFE NOW!!

I WAN TO GO BACK TO THE START!!

TO WHERE THE TEARS DOESNT EXIST..

TO WHERE I CAN STILL SMILE BRIGHTLY AND HAPPILY..

NOT A SMILE WITH A BROKEN HEART..

hey!! back again..
i always like MIA from blog..
hahahahaha..

last week when for BL camp..
the camp is from friday - sunday..
den monday super tired lo..
den whole week in class sleep lo..
super tired..
when teacher talking i feel like the teacher is singing to me la..
asking me to sleep..

den never study again lo.
so sian. my test didn't pass well lo..
tml need study liao..
monday got DMT test.
scared already lo almost fail once before..
hiax.. don't know how to study for DMT..

den got recording again..
face test need remember how to use the mixer..
hiax..

SERIOUSLY I DONT NOE WAT IS HAPPENING TO ME NOW..
IM NOT INTERESTED IN ANYTHING..
DONT EVEN HAVE THE MOOD..
WAT THE HELL AM I DOING MAN..
WAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!
WATS WITH ALL THE MOODY LIFE MAN..
STUPID MOODY MOOD GO AWAY CAN..
STOP STAYING IN ME GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE..
ANYONE ACCEPT ME..
I REALLY HATE THIS THING IN ME..
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE..
GO AWAY..

I ALREADY WAN TO START OVER..
GO AWAY.. I DONT WAN TO REMEMBER U ANYMORE..
I JUST WAN TO STUDY FOR NOW..
EVERYTHING IS RUBBISH..
Y DO I ALWAYS SO TRUST IN R/S AND GET MYSELF INTO ALL SOTS OF PROBLEM..
INCLUDING HURTING MYSELF..
Y AM I ALWAYS SO STUPID..
HURTING MYSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN..
SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE DIEING..
THE TEARS JUST NEVER STOPS FLOWING OUT MY EYES..

WOW.. really i didn't noe i look like a bull ler..

hmm.. let me think..

a bull..

bull fat meh??

i thought there just crazy at time..

hmm..

clumsy elephant..

i didn't noe elephant are clumsy..

i thought they just scared of rats..

what wrong with me being fat..

so cannot ah.. ur problem meh..

at least better den a bamboo..

so easy break..

HAHAHAHAHHAHA..

aiyo laugh too much..

seriously speaking, i dont know who is the one who is humji lor....if ure so brave..why dont you use ur name instead of using 'passerby' to comment here? i dont see a need to justify my actions because i think people who read my comments box here or my blog will know who the humji is but i dont know about u...ur actions til date has onli shown that YOU are the humji one..using passerby...spamming my comments box...all the while talking nonsensical and empty talk.. and to say that i or my friends are lame...its like the pot calling the kettle black...oh wait. do you even KNOW what that means? or too deep for you?

i write about people my problem rite..

y must i apologise??

please la..

sorry we don't talk cock..

we speak english..

EH PASSER SO WHAT IF I SUCK YOUR PROBLEM AH..

KPKB IN MY TAG..

CHILDISH A NOT..

SO LONG AGO THE THING TAKE OUT AND TALK..

KPKB IN MY TAG..

SORRY HOH..

I NOT SO FREE KPKB WITH YOUR..

GET OUT OF MY BLOG..

ARE YOU BLIND I SAID SPAMMERS NOT WELCOME..

YOUR ENGLISH FAIL OR CANNOT SEE PROPERLY..

KPKB..