Tuesday~

Sigh~ why do I have so much restriction on applying poly! It's stressing me up slowly bit by bit. Y can't I get into poly straight way after nitec! Going through all this shit is slowly killing me! AFTERALL it's just a stupid piece of paper!!!!!! :( now even after higher nitec I'm only 50/50 chance of getting into e course I wan to which is not relevant to what I'm studying now. Y can't they just let us jump course easily without going through so much problem?! It's very irritating! Y izzit that I always wan to go to certain school or course it's to fucking difficult!!! Y always so many ppl taking e same course or school! Am I having too high standards for myself?! I'm really competing with so many other smarter students out there who is also Going to this course! Sigh~ all I can do now is to pray hard I'm able to get into e course I wan or else at least get into something similar. Praying & hoping I'll get higher GPA this month! PLEASE LET EVERYTHING GO SMOOTHLY THIS ROUND. I REALLY DON'T WANNA WASTE ANYMORE TIME TRYING TO GET INTO POLY!