hey!! back again..
i always like MIA from blog..
hahahahaha..

last week when for BL camp..
the camp is from friday - sunday..
den monday super tired lo..
den whole week in class sleep lo..
super tired..
when teacher talking i feel like the teacher is singing to me la..
asking me to sleep..

den never study again lo.
so sian. my test didn't pass well lo..
tml need study liao..
monday got DMT test.
scared already lo almost fail once before..
hiax.. don't know how to study for DMT..

den got recording again..
face test need remember how to use the mixer..
hiax..

SERIOUSLY I DONT NOE WAT IS HAPPENING TO ME NOW..
IM NOT INTERESTED IN ANYTHING..
DONT EVEN HAVE THE MOOD..
WAT THE HELL AM I DOING MAN..
WAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!
WATS WITH ALL THE MOODY LIFE MAN..
STUPID MOODY MOOD GO AWAY CAN..
STOP STAYING IN ME GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE..
ANYONE ACCEPT ME..
I REALLY HATE THIS THING IN ME..
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE..
GO AWAY..

I ALREADY WAN TO START OVER..
GO AWAY.. I DONT WAN TO REMEMBER U ANYMORE..
I JUST WAN TO STUDY FOR NOW..
EVERYTHING IS RUBBISH..
Y DO I ALWAYS SO TRUST IN R/S AND GET MYSELF INTO ALL SOTS OF PROBLEM..
INCLUDING HURTING MYSELF..
Y AM I ALWAYS SO STUPID..
HURTING MYSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN..
SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE DIEING..
THE TEARS JUST NEVER STOPS FLOWING OUT MY EYES..