Windy night

3 April 2012
Another cozy night..
I feel that something is wrong with me..
If I ever left 1 last breathe to live I will to see you (DLWJ).. I wan to ask you have you ever really fall in love with me for the past 7 mths when we were tgt.. Before everything starts before all e cheating & stuffs?
I also wan you to read all my post in blog for e past few mths when we were tgt.. I wan you to know what I'm really think from the start of our relationship till it ended..
You probably wouldn't see this nor have any regrets nor feeling while reading.. Think I know you too well.. Think I know e answer to my question.. It's probably a no. I was drunk the whole relationship I guess.. Even so I'm not regretful of being in this drunk relationship. I lie everything that happen between us.. Except for some arguments.. Love the way u scolded me too.. You always mouth hard heart soft.. I love you! Never lie a single bit of my love to u.
FYI I wasn't cheating on you.. I'm just friendly to my friends & u misunderstood me.. I didn't argue cause I know u already made up your mind to leave me.
You will be my lesson learn for future.. You will be put to past now & be memories. Hidden up. Never going to be found anywhere. No trace of your sight will be notice.
I HATED