1April2012

WHAT THE FUCK I JUST SAID!!

omg. where the fuck did i get the courage from to say all this shit?!

i know is kinda sad telling you the truth that i wouldn't like you & that my heart don't beat for anybody now.

but the thing is i don't wan you ti fall for me.

i know the feeling sucks. n that i shouldn't play with you part time bf anymore.

but i know that thats not the case. you will get damn up set n i don't know whats going to happen.

so i choose not to say that but make it clear that what my heart & mind is really thinking about.

cos deep down inside i'm really not think or wan to have another r/s for the time being.

i know i have cross myself yet. i need a lot of time. i don't wan you to waste this time on me.

i dont wan to hurt anybody already. THAT FEELING IS SUCKS TO THE MAX!!

i really appreciate everything you do for me but i just wan to let you know what i really thinking inside hope you really understand what i mean & i don't wan to take you for granted!

i also don't know why u will fall when we say no. things turn out to be this way i have no choice but to pour my heart out about everything which means what ever i said hurts a lot & i know they sound harsh!

I'M SORRY BUT I DONT WANT YOU TO HURT & FALL DEEPER!