HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me!!

today super happy..

i got so many surprise..

1st was yx they all cos i when www in the morning wif them..

they brought me a winnie the pooh pan dan.

so cute lo.. i didnt think that they will but this for me..

2nd is andorria they all..

they buy me the earring that i wanted to buy..

and is BLUE!!! i really like the earring..

i also didnt think that tis year they will give me tis..

tis year bday i really didnt realise i will have this birthday present frm them..

thank you!! everybody who celebrate my birthday wif me and wish me..

only 1 person didnt wish me.. and i think tat person will ever wish me..

anw i going to have my new phone soon..

baby change le lo.. she change her fav color i also change mine fav..

hahahahahaha...

so fan.. too many thinks going on in my live now..

i dont wan all this thing...

i just wan to go back to the start when i was unchange.. unhurt..

not like now.. too many hurt tat i have numb alrdy..

no more tears.. just sorrow.. too numb to feel anything..

wat should i do..?? baby ask me dont think le..

let time be the healing... but i think this wound is too deep to heal up properly..

i hate the healing up.. it hurts more den when it was just cut..

but now both cutting and healing feel are both hurting..

SO FAN!!! y am i like tat.. i keep tell my mummy.. y u give birth to me into this world..

i told many ppl... how i wish i wasnt in this world..

i have regreted too many things..

too many thing to sad over.. too many thing cannot start over le..

everything has become nth.. there is nth left..

its like a volcano just bao fa.. burns everything.. left the ashes..

my heart onli left wif broken pieces that cannot be fix back without leaving scars..