Friday, December 4, 2009

Finally exams are over..
Yipee.. yahoo..

didnt blog tis few days again cos studying for exam..
so many things happen last few days..
suddenly so many things to fan..
suddenly miss him so badly..
suddenly i was told/realise things tat shouldnt be happening..
isnt normal ok..??
whats wrong wif me..??
why this things always happen to me??
i noe is gd but...
it wouldnt work out..
i noe myself..

trying my very best not to sheared a tears becos of him..
but i always end up crying the whole night..
why can a guy tat i nv comtact for so long affect me so much that i've change into another person..
even before my friends tell me that i change i already knew it..
i've change into a very scary person.. is a total of 360º change..
i have been told many time not to let him bother me anymore.. but everytime is getting worst..
the wound is getting bigger & deeper each time..
y doesnt it heal up.. y does it always split up.. is hurting too much..
too much tat everytime i cant take it anymore..
everytime i feel like killing myself..

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