Monday, August 31, 2009

Arashi (Ohno Satoshi) - Take Me Faraway

Ao no hikari ni yurenagara kaita tegami sotto kaze ni towa ni
Ochiru shizuku ga sukitooru you ni koe wa kitto kimi no moto e

Yuube mita sora wa shizuka ni moete taiyou to hoshi ga michibiku Story
Shinjita sekai wa iro o torimodosu ki ga tsukeba

Shirusu omoi o zenbu kanjiteru tsuyoku mune no oku ni
Tsutaetakute nando mo kaita kotoba dake wa
Tooku ukanderu seiza no you ni shunkan o egaiteru
Meguri meguri yuku seijaku ni toikaketa
Tell me why? Take me faraway

Hitomi tojireba azayaka ni sunda kioku sotto kaze ni towa ni
Awai kisetsu ni tsutsumareru you na kaori kitto kimi no moto e

Yuube tsutaeru tame ni musunda sen wa futatsu no Story
Donna ni sekai ga kawarihajimete mo kawaranai

Toki no kanaderu neiro shinjiteru fukaku mune ni hibiku
Tsutaetakute nando mo kimi no kokoro utsusu
Ai o tsunaideru saihate ni eien wa umareteku
Nagare nagare yuku senritsu ni toikaketa
Tell me why? Take me faraway

Doko ni ite mo donna toki de mo
Onaji sora miagete
Hikari atsume todoketai kara
Itsu made mo
Hakanai jounetsu no kage wasuretaku wa nai

Shirusu omoi o zenbu kanjiteru tsuyoku mune no oku ni
Tsutaetakute nando mo kaita kotoba dake wa
Tooku ukanderu seiza no you ni shunkan o egaiteru
Meguri meguri yuku seijaku ni toikaketa
Tell me why? Take me faraway



The letter I wrote wavering in blue light drifts quietly on the wind for eternity
Like the transparent liquid drops that fall, surely my voice will reach you

The sky I saw last night silently burns, the sun and stars lead the way in this story
The world I believed in regains its color, and before I know it

I can feel all the thoughts I wrote down, so strong in the depths of my heart
Only the words I wrote over and over, wanting to tell you,
Rise in the distance like a constellation, painting a moment
I asked the stillness circling all around me
Tell me why? Take me faraway

If I close my eyes, vividly clear memories drift quietly on the wind for eternity
This scent that envelops like the faint seasons will surely reach you

The lines I tied together last night to tell you are two stories
No matter how the world starts to change, they will remain the same

I believe in the musical tone played by time, echoing deep in my heart
Reflecting your heart over and over, wanting to tell you
At the end of the end where our love is joined together, eternity is born
I asked the melody flowing all around me
Tell me why? Take me faraway

No matter where, no matter when
I want to look up at the same sky
And gather the light to send to you
Now and forever
I don't want to forget the shadows of fleeting passion

I can feel all the thoughts I wrote down, so strong in the depths of my heart
Only the words I wrote over and over, wanting to tell you,
Rise in the distance like a constellation, painting a moment
I asked the stillness circling all around me
Tell me why? Take me faraway
COOL & SOUL – Arashi
Arashi is cool tsukinukeru feels future
Arashi is soul mirai e no maku ga aku
Arashi is cool dakishimeru feels music
Arashi is soul nana nana...we

Gonin kanaderu no wa Hip hop
Ja naku maneshi katai you na Hip na Hop right?
Soshite maku ake dainishou
Nisete miyou nara sore wa dainigou
Sou mikai takuchi igai ni mo
Mikan no taiki wo saikidou (hi-ho!)

Orera ni mazu tsuite kina (yeah)
Kaze tachi ga kocchi muite kita (yeah)
Hoho ni kizuku to hora suiteki ga (yeah)
Tsuyoi kaze ga se kara fuite kita (yeah)

Suiteki ja nakunatteku zo
Soutei shina saiaku no keesu wo
Te kumou ga fukitobasu hodo no kyoufuu
(Michi to no souguu) (Kimi to no boufuuu)

Dakara ore ni shigamitsukinasai
Mamoritoosu yatsura da to iwakutsuki

"Arashi sagashi atari sawagashii
Sono susamajii sawagi masa ni arashi"
(That's right)

Yama kaze awase
Makiokoru to mina ooawate
Ima iawaseru kimi shiawase
Kono rekishi wo kousei ni katareru darou?

Amaterasu no koro kara
Orera wa chijou no haruka sotogawa

Gekai ni mukete hakidasu kotodama

Mou yamanai ame ga (yeah)
Nagaku tsuzuita kono yoru ga aketa (yeah)
Kimi ga wasuregachi no de areba (yeah)
Ichiichi kioku ni nokoru tane maku (yeah)

Sou orera ga aku made taito na paionia
Ya so cute nibansenji

Arashi is cool tsukinukeru feels future
Arashi is soul mirai e no maku ga aku

Taiyoukou ni yaburu kumo
"Koko" toka de naku "haruka mukou"
Maijuubyou chikazuku suroo
Miageru katachi tsune ni toujou
Seiki mireniamu mata ni kake
Norikoeru ni wa takai kabe
Nagai yoru akete asa ni nare
Hayai kaze uke nodo kawaita ze

Taiyoukou ni yaburu kumo
"Koko" toka de naku "haruka mukou"
Maijuubyou chikazuku suroo
Miageru katachi tsune ni toujou
Seiki mireniamu mata ni kake
Norikoeru ni wa takai kabe
Nagai yoru akete asa ni nare
Hayai kaze uke nodo kawaita ze

Karakarakara nodo uruosu no ni wa
Anatagata ga hitsuyou na no tonikaku
Nemuru karada mo okidasu
Sugu ni oretachi no koto wo hoshigaru
Aidoru taitoru ubaitoru kaisoku
Maiku motsu aidoru taikoku ubaitoru
Hip pop da hi bi da hi bi to da hip na pop star

Arashi is cool...hip na pop, you don't stop
Arashi is soul...hip na pop star
Arashi is cool tsukinukeru feels future
Arashi is soul

Arashi is back!
COOL & SOUL – Arashi
Arashi is cool, break through and feel the future
Arashi is soul, the curtain to the future opens
Arashi is cool, embrace us and feel music
Arashi is soul, nana nana...we

The five of us are playing hiphop
Or rather, a sort of imitation of hard hiphop, right?
And the curtain rises, it’s the second act
If you want to see an imitation, that’s in the second line
Yes, even in our undeveloped areas,
Our incomplete talents are restarted (hi-ho!)

For starters, try to keep up with us (yeah)
The winds have come to face our way (yeah)
If you notice, see, there’s a drop of water on your cheek (yeah)
The strong wind is pushing you from behind (yeah)

The drops of water will dry up
Don’t assume the worst case scenario
The strong wind is enough to pull our arms linked arms apart
(An encounter with the unknown) (The storm with you)

That’s why I want you to cling to me
The ones we used to care for had a shady history

"Looking for a storm, nearby is noisy
That ferocious uproar must be Arashi (a storm)"
(That's right)

The mountains and wind join together
When they create a sensation, everyone becomes excited
It’s happening right now, you are happy
I wonder if they’ll talk about this history in life to come?

From the time of the sun goddess
We were on the far outer edge of the land

The power of language that spits out towards this world

The neverending rain (yeah)
It continued for a long time, this morning dawned (yeah)
Because you are forgetful (yeah)
I sow the seeds that will remain one by one in your memory (yeah)

Yes, we will always be the tight pioneers
Ya so cute, let’s rehash it

Arashi is cool, break through and feel the future
Arashi is soul, the curtain to the future opens

The clouds are torn by the rays of the sun
It’s not about “here” but rather “way over there”
The throw comes closer every ten seconds
Shaped looking upwards, always above our heads
Century, millennium, active everywhere
There is a high wall which we have to surmount
The long night ends and morning comes
We caught the fast breeze and felt thirsty

The clouds are torn by the rays of the sun
It’s not about “here” but rather “way over there”
The throw comes closer every ten seconds
Shaped looking upwards, always above our heads
Century, millennium, active everywhere
There is a high wall which we have to surmount
The long night ends and morning comes
We caught the fast breeze and felt thirsty

To moisten our parched up throats
There is no doubt that you are all necessary
Our sleepy bodies also get out of bed
They soon want to be just like us
Taking the title of “idol” at super speed
Stealing the role of “powerful idols who hold the microphones”
Hip pop the days, the days, hip pop star

Arashi is cool...hip pop, you don't stop
Arashi is soul...hip pop star
Arashi is cool, break through and feel the future
Arashi is soul

Arashi is back!
COOL&SOUL -
ARASHI IS COOL ツキヌケル FEELS FUTURE
ARASHI IS SOUL
 ミライヘノマクガアク
ARASHI IS COOL
 ダキシメル FEELS MUSIC
ARASHI IS SOUL
 ナナ NANA…We.
五人で奏でるのは HIP HOP
じゃなく 真似し難いな HIPHOP right?
そして幕開け 第二章
似せてみようなら それは第二章
そう 未開拓地 意外にも
未完の大器を再起動(hi-ho!)
俺らにまず付いてきな(yeah)
風たちがこっち向いてきた(yeah)
頬に気付くとほら水滴が(yeah)
強い風が背から吹いてきた(yeah)
水滴じゃ なくなってくぞ
想定しな 最のケースを
手 組もうが吹き飛ばすほどの強風
(
未知との遭遇) (君との暴風雨)
だから俺にしがみつきなさい
守り通すヤツらだと 曰く付き
嵐 探し 辺り騒がしい その凄まじい 騒ぎ まさに 嵐
(That’s right)
山 風 合わせ
き起こると皆大慌て
いま居合わせる 君 幸せ
この歴史を後世に語れるだろう?
アマテラスの頃から
俺らは地上のか外側
下界に向けて吐き出す 言霊
もう止まない 雨が(yeah)
長く続いたこの夜が明けた(yeah)
君が忘れがちなのであれば(yeah)
いちいち記憶に残る 種蒔く(yeah)
そう俺らがあくまで タイトなパイオニア
ya so cute
 二番煎じ
ARASHI IS COOL ツキヌケル FEELS FUTURE
ARASHI IS SOUL
 ミライヘノマクガアク
太陽光に被る雲 
こことかでなく遥か向こう
毎十秒近づくスロー 
見上げる形 常に頭上

世紀ミレ二アム 股にかけ 
乗り越えるには高い壁

長い夜明けて 朝になれ 
早い風受け喉渇いたぜ


太陽光に被る雲 
こことかでなく遥か向こう
毎十秒近づくスロー 
見上げる形 常に頭上

世紀ミレ二アム 股にかけ 
乗り越えるには高い壁

長い夜明けて 朝になれ 
早い風受け喉渇いたぜ

カラカラカラ喉潤すのには
あなた方が必要なの とにかく
眠る体も起き出す すぐに俺たちの事を欲しがる
アイドル タイトル奪い取る 快速
マイク持つアイドル大国奪い取る

HIP POP da hi bi da hi bi to da HIP
ARASHI IS COOL …HIPPOP, you don’t stop
ARASHI IS SOUL
 …HIPPOP star
ARASHI IS COOL
 ツキヌケル FEELS FUTURE
ARASHI IS SOUL
ARASHI IS BACK!
POP star
Hadashi no Mirai – Arashi
Zutto wasureteta okubyou na mainichi ni
Shimatta mama no jounetsu de kuzure kaketeta yume
Hizumi sou datta kono sekai ga chigireteku aimai ni
Ichibyou goto no shunkan wo warai aerun nara ii

Donna tsurai toki demo kake nukete kita hibi wo
Hitori janai to omoetara

Rikutsu janakute muchuu ni natte
Konna kimochi uso janai
Tsukareta mama no kokoro uruoshite hashirou

Hajikeru Passion! Sousa No reason!
Todoki souna ashita e
Mirai no kakera wo atsumete
Yukeba ii

Soutou kawaiteru kokoro no katasumi de
Naki dashisou na kanjou wo gomakasu hitsuyou nai
Tae manaku uchi yoseru namima ni mayoi made rinku shite
Kusunda hitomi no kage wo arai nagashite ikya ii

Itsumo furi kaeru toki sasaete kureru dareka wo
Shinjiru koto ga dekiru kara

Kotoba janakute uwabe janakute
Kazaranai de iru kara
Hashaida mune no akogare wa zutto onaji sa

Takanaru Tension! Kitto No reason!
Todoki souna ashita e
Hadashi no mirai e kono mama
Yukeba ii

Rikutsu janakute muchuu ni natte
Konna kimochi uso janai
Tsukareta mama no kokoro uruoshite hashirou

Hajikeru Passion! Sousa No reason!
Todoki souna ashita e
Mirai no kakera wo atsumete
Yukeba ii

Kotoba janakute uwabe janakute
Kazaranai de iru kara
Hashaida mune no akogare wa zutto onaji sa

Takanaru Tension! Kitto No reason!
Todoki souna ashita e
Hadashi no mirai e kono mama
Yukeba ii
Barefoot Future (Hadashi no Mirai) - Arashi

During all my timid days I had completely forgotten
I’d forgotten the dreams that had crumbled with the passion that remained closed off
This world seemed so unjust as it was torn into ambiguity
It would be great if we could smile through each and every second of it

No matter how tough things may feel
Know that you’re not alone as you run through to other days

Don’t care about the reason, just engross yourself in it
These feelings are not untrue
Let’s run off to enrich these tired emotions

Bursting with passion! That’s right, there’s no reason!
As if it may reach tomorrow
Gather the fragments of the future
Let’s just go

In a corner of our fairly dried-up hearts
We don’t need to juggle the sentiments that are about to cry
Linked to the endlessly breaking waves until the doubt leaves
It’s best to wash away the shadows of sniffling eyes

Because we can believe that whenever we turn around
There will always be someone to support us

It is not the words or the outward appearances
Because we are stripped bare here
Our excited hearts will always long for the same thing

Throbbing with tension! Surely there’s no reason!
As if it may reach tomorrow
Just like this to the barefoot future
Let’s just go

Don’t care about the reason, just engross yourself in it
These feelings are not untrue
Let’s run off to enrich these tired emotions

Bursting with passion! That’s right, there’s no reason!
As if it may reach tomorrow
Gather the fragments of the future
Let’s just go

It is not the words or the outward appearances
Because we are stripped bare here
Our excited hearts will always long for the same thing

Throbbing with tension! Surely there’s no reason!
As if it may reach tomorrow
Just like this to the barefoot future
Let’s just go
ハダシの未来 -

ずっと忘れてた臆病な毎日に
閉まったままの情熱で崩れかけてた夢
歪みそうだったこの世界がちぎれてく曖昧に
一秒ごとの瞬間を笑いあえるんならいい

どんな辛い時でも駆け抜けてきた日々を
一人じゃないと思えたら

リクツじゃなくてムチュウになって
こんなキモチ嘘じゃない
疲れたままのココロ潤して走ろう

弾けるパッション! そうさNo Reason!
届きそうな明日へ
未来のカケラを集めて
行けばいい

相当乾いてるココロの片隅で
泣き出しそうな感情を誤魔化す必要ない
絶え間なく打ち寄せる波間に迷いまでリンクして
くすんだ瞳の影を洗い流していきゃいい

いつも振り返る時支えてくれる誰かを
信じる事が出来るから

コトバじゃなくてウワべじゃなくて
飾らないでいるから
はしゃいだ胸の憧れはずっと同じさ

高鳴るテンション! きっとNo Reason!
届きそうな明日へ
ハダシの未来へこのまま
行けばいい

リクツじゃなくてムチュウになって
こんなキモチ嘘じゃない
疲れたままのココロ潤して走ろう

弾けるパッション! そうさNo Reason!
届きそうな明日へ
未来のカケラを集めて
行けばいい

コトバじゃなくてウワべじゃなくて
飾らないでいるから
はしゃいだ胸の憧れはずっと同じさ

高鳴るテンション! きっとNo Reason!
届きそうな明日へ
ハダシの未来へこのまま
行けばいい
Be With You – Arashi
Hodou ni naranda fuzoroi na futatsu no kage
Yorisou you ni nobite yuku
Awatadashii toki no naka nagasarenai you ni
Bokura te wo tsunaida
Hitogomi ga nagarete isogu hito no naka de
Kanashiku natte kimi no namae yonda
Tootisugita kaze no nioi
Atarashii kisetsu e hora iro ga kawatteku
Kimi no koe de sono egao de sono subete de
Me wo hirate boku wa arukeru
Donna kako mo sonna asu mo wakachi aou
Dakara boku wa kimi no moto ni

Kimi no me ni utsuru subete no kanashimi
Sono itami nuguetara
Tooi kako kimi ga okisari ni shita yume
Zenbu kanaeyou
Toki wa nagare itsumo nanika wo kaeteku kedo
Eien wo te ni ireta bokura wa
Dare yorimo tsuyoku nareru
Mou sugu machi niwa hitotsu mirai ga kuru
Hito wo tsuyoku aisuru koto kizuita kara
Me ni mieru subete wa kagayaki dasu
Sono egao wo sono subete wo mamotte yuku
Soshite itsumo kimi to tomo ni
Kimi no koe ga sono egao ga sono subete ga
Boku wo itsumo boku ni kaeshite kureru
Donna kako mo donna asu mo kanji aou
Soshite boku wa kimi no moto ni
Soshite itsumo kimi to tomo ni
Be With You – Arashi
Two shadows lined up out of synch on the pavement
They stretch out as if they’re trying to snuggle together
To not be pulled along in the times of rush
We held each others’ hands
Within the crowds of people rushing around
I felt sad and called out your name
The scent of the breeze that blew
To the new season, see, the colors are changing
Because of your voice, your smiles, your everything
I can open my eyes and walk on
No matter what out past may be, we’ll share the future
That’s why I go to where you are
All the sadness that can be seen in your eyes
If you were to let that pain be wiped away
A far-off past and dreams that left you behind
I’ll make all of them come true
Time passes, but something will always change
We held eternity in our hands
So we can be stronger than anyone
Very soon one future will appear in this town
After people realize they love someone very deeply,
Everything they look at seems to glitter
I will care for your smiles and everything about you
And I will always be with you
Your voice, your smiles, everything about you
Always for me and always because of me
No matter what past or future we may have, we’ll feel them together
And I will go to where you are
And I will always be with you

Be With You –

に並んだ不揃いな二つの影
寄り添うように伸びて行く
慌ただしい時間(とき)の中 流れない様に
ぼくら手を繋いだ

人ゴミが流れて 急ぐ人の中で

悲しくなって君の名前 呼んだ
道り過ぎた風の匂い
新しい季節へ ほら色が変わってく

君の声で その笑顔で その全てで
目を開いて僕は歩ける
どんな過去も どんな明日も 分かち合おう
だから僕は君のもとに

君の目に映る全ての悲しみ
その痛みぬぐえたら
遠い過去 君が置き去りにした夢
全部叶えよう

時は流れいつも 何かを変えてくけど
永遠を手に入れた僕らは
誰よりも強くなれる
もうすぐ街には一つ 未来が来る

人を強く 愛する事 気づいたから
目に見える全ては輝き出す
その笑顔を その全てを 守って行く
そしていつも君とともに

君の声が その笑顔が その全てが
僕をいつも僕に返してくれる
どんな過去も どんな明日も 感じ合おう
そして僕は君のもとに
そしていつも君とともに

Arashi - Cry For You Lyrics


Ikutsumo no ai wo hanashitemo
Kono deai wo koerarenai
Romio sagasu baby itami wo osoreru jurietto

Hontou wa liar sono karada ni sumu desire karamaru kagi
Futari wa mawaru mawaru i'll never miss you

Daiyamondo sae kudaku shinjitsu de

Soshite cry for you kokoro uchinuki
Ore wa die for you hontou no ai wo
Kimi dake ni subete wo hanasou ka?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Ima wa cry for you shiawase negai
Ore wa die for you moetsukiru made
Zenshin de kimi wo uketomeru*

Pinky ring wo mada motteru no?
Hanaretetemo toki wo tsunagu
Futari ima wa tooku tooku koe ga todokanai yeah

Dejitaru no oto konna ni chikaku ni

(repeat)

Cry for you
Kimi dake ni
Cry for you

Die for you kokyuu tochuu de nani omou
Jojo ni usurete yuku yoyuu moyu
Madoromu ore fui ni osou
Yeah cry cry cry cry cry for you

You are the one for me

(repeat)

Cry for you...

BY2 不够成熟 LYRICS

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到 你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开 难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手


我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到 你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道 真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手


如果有一天 我们有缘在见
你会不会想起 说过的永远


倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

BY2 爱丫爱丫 LYRICS

把愛留在身邊 窗外有個藍藍的天
落葉那一瞬間 記得多穿一件

一天過了一天 我的日記卻病奄奄
我們隔得太遠 太遠

多喜歡你從來不會說
多在乎你到底懂不懂
你有沒有對我一點點心動

愛我的話 給我回答
我的愛丫愛丫沒時差
等待是我為你付出的代價 喔

愛我的話 要回答
我只等你等你一句話
走太遠 你走太遠 你的回答 聽不見
心墙~~郭静
个人 眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越 
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝 因为有限

学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多 反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天 Wooh~
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解 
我感觉我懂你的特别

的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙 
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放 
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳
可不可以爱我-卢学叡

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞

制作:十三月de愛

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞
tml going back GM to celebrate TEACHER'S DAY..
not going back to simei..
somehow i think very bored..
dont feel like schooling..

life now is like hell..
seriouly im crazy now..
going back to the mood of studying..
better hurry den regret..
i hate too much of regrets already..
anyway thats nothing i can do much..
y not study den wasting my time in something that will not do any help to me..

ALISA MA!!
GO BACK TO THE STUDYING MOOD!!
OR ELSE YOU CAN JUST GO AND KILL YOURSELF NOW!!
NOTHING CAN HELP YOU IN YOUR LIFE IF YOU KEEP DOING THIS TO YOURSELF!!
THE ONLY WAY IS TO BRAIN WASH YOURSELF AND GET BACK TO THE RIGHT TRACK!!

Monday, August 24, 2009

shit man..
tml is DMT test..
ah.. hate it..
stupid test.. so hard la..
plus i dont have the mood to study..
and everything seems so hard..
wat should i do man..
seriously i need to get my mood back to study..
but is so hard to forget HIM..
wth am i doing now..
this is not wat i wanted..
this is totally wrong..
this shouldnt be happening..
all i wan is to start everything all over again..
to where i just knew HIM..
without regretting anything that happen..
i really hate all the regretful feeling..
its really not wat i wanted..

I REALLY HATE THIS LIFE NOW!!
I WAN TO GO BACK TO THE START!!
TO WHERE THE TEARS DOESNT EXIST..
TO WHERE I CAN STILL SMILE BRIGHTLY AND HAPPILY..
NOT A SMILE WITH A BROKEN HEART..

Saturday, August 22, 2009

hey!! back again..
i always like MIA from blog..
hahahahaha..

last week when for BL camp..
the camp is from friday - sunday..
den monday super tired lo..
den whole week in class sleep lo..
super tired..
when teacher talking i feel like the teacher is singing to me la..
asking me to sleep..

den never study again lo.
so sian. my test didn't pass well lo..
tml need study liao..
monday got DMT test.
scared already lo almost fail once before..
hiax.. don't know how to study for DMT..

den got recording again..
face test need remember how to use the mixer..
hiax..

SERIOUSLY I DONT NOE WAT IS HAPPENING TO ME NOW..
IM NOT INTERESTED IN ANYTHING..
DONT EVEN HAVE THE MOOD..
WAT THE HELL AM I DOING MAN..
WAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!
WATS WITH ALL THE MOODY LIFE MAN..
STUPID MOODY MOOD GO AWAY CAN..
STOP STAYING IN ME GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE..
ANYONE ACCEPT ME..
I REALLY HATE THIS THING IN ME..
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE..
GO AWAY..

I ALREADY WAN TO START OVER..
GO AWAY.. I DONT WAN TO REMEMBER U ANYMORE..
I JUST WAN TO STUDY FOR NOW..
EVERYTHING IS RUBBISH..
Y DO I ALWAYS SO TRUST IN R/S AND GET MYSELF INTO ALL SOTS OF PROBLEM..
INCLUDING HURTING MYSELF..
Y AM I ALWAYS SO STUPID..
HURTING MYSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN..
SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE DIEING..
THE TEARS JUST NEVER STOPS FLOWING OUT MY EYES..