Just when for a midnight movie n its HORROR!!

i watch scream 4!!!!!!

quite scary lahx.. but e gal is so sick lo..

omg!!!!!! but some how is funny too..

hahahahahahaha...

feel so shiok..

super long nv go out late at night watch movie n all..

shall do it again..

n e next time round go drinking..

hahahaha..

fun time always fly fast..

your still e only wan who noe wat my reaction really means..

oyasumi.. :D

 FEELING SUPER EMO WHEN EVER IM TAKING Bus.. Y?? SITTING IN 1 CORNER HEARING MP3 MAKE ME FEEL LIKE TEARING Up.. Y DONT ME TEARS EVER DRIES Up?? WAT IS Tis?? I DESERVE It?? SERIOUSLY WAT'S GOING ON IN IN LIFE MAN!!!?? E PAIN INSIDE IN HEART NEVER Leaves.. THEY ALWAYS MULTIPLE Up.. DOES ALL TIS SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN IN IN LIFE?? SERIOUSLY??!! CAN U TELL ME Y?? MAYBE I SHOULD JUST GIVE UP UP MINS SET OF WANTING TO NOE E REASON N ANS TO Everything.. I DONT BELIEVE ALL TIS HAPPENS FOR NO REASON.. N THERE IS NO WAY TO SOVLE It.. TJERE IS SURE TO BE A REASON OR A WAY TO SOVLE It.. ITS A MATTER TO ITS GOING TO REVEL A Not.. IT ALL HAS TO COME TO AN END EITHER WAY Rite?? NOT SURE AN WAT IM GOING TO DO Now.. MAYBE JUST GOING TO DRAIN OFF ALL TO TEARS THAT WERE STILL LEFT INSIDE.. N TRY TO MOVE ON WITH HAVING TO FIND OUT WAT IS E ?? IN ME.. I REALLY WAN TO TEXT U N ASK U BUT IT SEEMS LIKE MANY THING IS BOTHERING U Now.. N IT HE'D ME BAK FROM SENDING U E TEXT.. MAYBE ITS Fate.. ITS FATE THAT E ANS I WANTED TO NOE FROM U IS Obvious.. EVEN THOUGHT I DONT WAN TO NOE E Truth.. BUT I HAVE TO FACE IT ANY WAY.. ITS JUST GOING TO BE ANOTHER HEART BREAKING Ending.. EVERYTHING IS BAK TO SQUARE 1.. WONDERING HOW R DUMBDUMB THEY ALL??

it has been more den a month e last time we contact each other..

it still doesnt feel real to me..

i really wan to noe y??

wat really happen tat day tat we r like tat??

u really nv miss me??

u really able to continue like tat??

u really able to stop contacting me totally??

seriously??

if its real have u ever seriously love me??

wat am i to u??

i still does miss u..

im still unable to keep chipchip daledale scrumpscrump n korkor inside my cupboard..

im still wearing n using things tat u brought for me..

i dont noe how am i going to forget u..

*tearing*

Y IS EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BECOME MY FAULT NOW???

I DONT NOE WHERE HAVE I DONT WRONG!!!!

IF UR JUST WAITING FOR ME TO SAY SORRY 1ST I GUESS U WILL BE HAVING HARD TIME WAITING..

IF UR ANGRY JUST BECOS I MAKE U WAITED FOR 2 HR..

I THINK IS REDICULOUS..

my tears nv stop flowing becos of u..

just now while i was talking to my frend ..

suddenly talk about me..

n ask me how's my r/s..

i say we didnt contact already..

n everything that happen..

some how she thinks that i should call/msg u 1st..

somehow if like my fault again..

izzit really through??

izzit really my fault??

what r u thinking about??

it has been 3 week since we last contact..

it feels so long but in actually fact..

it has only pass 3 weeks..

only 3 week n im like that already..

how am i going to last for more den my life..

i seriously dont noe wat to do..

will u even ans or reply any of my msgs n calls??

in fact i dont think ur even bothered about it..

i think ur quite happy thought..

maybe u noe another gal already..

do u really mean wat u said before??

probably my presence is just making everyone around sad..hurt..worry..

maybe my presence shouldnt have shown up in this world..

maybe i dont worth the love..

ppl should just ignore my presence..

maybe i should have gotten use to it..

gotten use to being ignore by ppl..

i was happy thou during ITE life..

but it was short..

i should have known it..

nth in my life nor my presence in life lasted everything happily..

everything in my life is short..

even if its short..

im still glad that i was happy before..

D':

suddenly missing u so much..

how is this suppose to happen??

thou i really love u..

but this shouldn't be happening once all this started..

since i've made up my mind..

maybe i'm just cheating myself all this time..

telling myself NO I DONT LOVE YOU DONT THINK ABOUT U ANYMORE!!!!!!

i thought i would be able to smile faster..

thought i will be able to overcome faster..

but it seems that time is making it slow for me..

what should i do now??

i really don't noe how..

feeling hopeless..

everything's not right now..

guess i should go a place to thinking through properly n relax.. D':

2PM - Without U

i'm gonna get stronger
right, it's better to be separated, anyways I knew at some point you and i
would have had this situtation, I definitely know you would have done this
instead of that it's better to be me right now
after I was in deep love I knew
I'm relieved I knew about this That's why I'm ok
I gave my all to you
I trusted you so I gave everything to you
You threw that away I gave you my everything that's why now...

I’m gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I’ll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby without you, baby without you
without u more cooler more cooler
I'll stand I'll live

Listen, everything happesn for a reason, everything happesn for a reason,
you said this was the first time meeting a different guy
that doesn't even make sense, obviously what you said is gonna be proved wrong, so just turn around
It really hurts me to see you, I want to stop
Everyday I was being tricked, I didn't know what kind of person you were
Now I know, you don't know love that's why now...

I’m gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I’ll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby without you, baby without you
without u more cooler more cooler
I'll stand I'll live

why did you do this to me why?
Seriously why did you do this to me made me cry
You threw away everything we posessed, was everything we did actually valuable?
the times we had together, the times we could've had together
aren't you even sad about it? do you not care? right now are you, are you ok without me?

I’m gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I’ll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby without you, baby without you
without u more cooler more cooler
I'll stand I'll live