Didn't expect to see u today.. E moment I saw u I feel like hugging u n cry.. I seriously still don't understand y?? I can't put down totally.. Too long too many things.. Still couldn't stop thinking.. :'(

Ohh I wanna let you know
That I'll always love you baby

Sometimes I think about
Everything that we've been through
And I pray that you would just open your eyes
I love you and I need you
So please don't throw our love away

Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went on
It must've been the first kiss
You told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
I'm sorry for the tears I'm sorry for the pain
You were the one that I'd always made things right
I promise you this though you got a friend for life
Maybe one day we can try it again
And maybe things can be a little different
So lets just kiss and say goodbye
'cause I really cant stand the pain of seeing you cry

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

All that is mine is yours that's what I said
Treat you with love and respect in everyway
You wanted I gave you need me I was there
Now you treat like if I'm not here
I love you and I need you don't wanna let go
If you want somebody else please let me know
Can't take it no more I feel I'm dying inside
Is this the price I pay for handing you my life?
I know I'm not perfect but I truly cared

So when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
Just remember I loved you it will never be the same
Gave you everything and you threw it all away

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

I gave you my good and my bad
My heart and my soul,
My trust my money my time,
What more can you ask from a man
Even when times were hard
I held out my arms and held you
Even excepted you though whatever weather
But now I feel it we're at the end of the rope
Whatever we had now I gotta let go
Nights like this I wish raindrops would fall
To cover my tears
Wishing I could replace all those wasted years
Of loving someone who couldn't love you back
And now again I gotta start from scratch
But I know I've given you my everything

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

The day I get my phone 4 white is oso e day I was super heart broken n sad.. I was super happy in e morning but damn sad in e afternoon.. We really broke up le.. Though. I noe e ans.. I'm still not believing it Is true.. I really don't wan to break up.. It took me so much to get into Tis r/s n last it so long n tis is e ending?? No I don't wan!!!! U bian xin.. I didn't change from e start.. I'm staring to think everything u said was a lie.. I though I was strong enough to accept it.. But I was wrong.. I crash over like an earthquake.. I've fallen too deep to get bak up.. I don't noe wat to do with my heart n feelings now.. My tears just wouldn't stop flowing..

Today had a farewell gathering for my sec frends who r going in army already n like tml they r going in Liao.. Hahahah.. Had a lot of fun.. When to eat Aston den after that when to a nearby pub to chill.. Is damn shoik lahx.. The drink mix until so nice n got feel lahx.. Didn't drunk but high.. But after that headache Cos not enough slp.. So going to have another gathering like tat again.. Is super refreshing n relax.. Plus so long all of us nv sit down n go out tgt..

Just when for a midnight movie n its HORROR!!

i watch scream 4!!!!!!

quite scary lahx.. but e gal is so sick lo..

omg!!!!!! but some how is funny too..

hahahahahahaha...

feel so shiok..

super long nv go out late at night watch movie n all..

shall do it again..

n e next time round go drinking..

hahahaha..

fun time always fly fast..

your still e only wan who noe wat my reaction really means..

oyasumi.. :D

 FEELING SUPER EMO WHEN EVER IM TAKING Bus.. Y?? SITTING IN 1 CORNER HEARING MP3 MAKE ME FEEL LIKE TEARING Up.. Y DONT ME TEARS EVER DRIES Up?? WAT IS Tis?? I DESERVE It?? SERIOUSLY WAT'S GOING ON IN IN LIFE MAN!!!?? E PAIN INSIDE IN HEART NEVER Leaves.. THEY ALWAYS MULTIPLE Up.. DOES ALL TIS SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN IN IN LIFE?? SERIOUSLY??!! CAN U TELL ME Y?? MAYBE I SHOULD JUST GIVE UP UP MINS SET OF WANTING TO NOE E REASON N ANS TO Everything.. I DONT BELIEVE ALL TIS HAPPENS FOR NO REASON.. N THERE IS NO WAY TO SOVLE It.. TJERE IS SURE TO BE A REASON OR A WAY TO SOVLE It.. ITS A MATTER TO ITS GOING TO REVEL A Not.. IT ALL HAS TO COME TO AN END EITHER WAY Rite?? NOT SURE AN WAT IM GOING TO DO Now.. MAYBE JUST GOING TO DRAIN OFF ALL TO TEARS THAT WERE STILL LEFT INSIDE.. N TRY TO MOVE ON WITH HAVING TO FIND OUT WAT IS E ?? IN ME.. I REALLY WAN TO TEXT U N ASK U BUT IT SEEMS LIKE MANY THING IS BOTHERING U Now.. N IT HE'D ME BAK FROM SENDING U E TEXT.. MAYBE ITS Fate.. ITS FATE THAT E ANS I WANTED TO NOE FROM U IS Obvious.. EVEN THOUGHT I DONT WAN TO NOE E Truth.. BUT I HAVE TO FACE IT ANY WAY.. ITS JUST GOING TO BE ANOTHER HEART BREAKING Ending.. EVERYTHING IS BAK TO SQUARE 1.. WONDERING HOW R DUMBDUMB THEY ALL??

it has been more den a month e last time we contact each other..

it still doesnt feel real to me..

i really wan to noe y??

wat really happen tat day tat we r like tat??

u really nv miss me??

u really able to continue like tat??

u really able to stop contacting me totally??

seriously??

if its real have u ever seriously love me??

wat am i to u??

i still does miss u..

im still unable to keep chipchip daledale scrumpscrump n korkor inside my cupboard..

im still wearing n using things tat u brought for me..

i dont noe how am i going to forget u..

*tearing*

Y IS EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BECOME MY FAULT NOW???

I DONT NOE WHERE HAVE I DONT WRONG!!!!

IF UR JUST WAITING FOR ME TO SAY SORRY 1ST I GUESS U WILL BE HAVING HARD TIME WAITING..

IF UR ANGRY JUST BECOS I MAKE U WAITED FOR 2 HR..

I THINK IS REDICULOUS..