HEY!
i was suspose to blog ytd but 4get.
haha.
once again IT presence is like getting closer to me again.
i have no idea what is IT doing man.
ytd i when to my school drop in to find my monster(CMSteacher).
IT was playing pool n soccer table.
i was in my monster room.
her room can see what they doing n playing.
den while i was talking to my frenx that accompany me waiting for time to pass.
IT suddenly stand in front of me n keep staring at me.
i dont noe why IT was doing that lar.
i told my frenx about it today.
den she say maybe IT still like me n regreted for what happen.
den i reply maybe IT is doing this for fun or just playing a prank on me.
this morning rain super heavy lar.
lucky i when to school early.
if not kana all wet.
when reccess time once i go in the canteen while looking for place i saw IT.
den i was like wa lao.
den after school.
i when to look for monster den IT came n sit beside her n opposite me.
i didnt look at that direction.
i keep looking at another direction n talking to teacher.
after awhile IT when to indoor sport hall.
i when to CMS room take my bag.
den yuhru came den she ask me where they den i say ISH.
den we ran there.
n u noe what IT was standing at the side of the stage.
i ran right pass IT n i noe IT was looking at me.
even when i was playing volleyball in ISH after my other classmate den school.
IT was playing basketball.
i noe IT was looking at my direction.
but i didnt care.
when i was about to go home i saw IT at the coner of my eyes IT was looking.
i think IT is trying to get close n do something.
but i don noe what to do.
i just ignore IT n don care what IT was doing.
i shall stop here.
go eat dinner le.

byebye.
takecare.

HEY!
today sch darm bored lar.
i wanted to slp in class but didnt end up playing.
my frenx they all disturb disturb den all scold each other.
darm funny lar.


i was also very bored in sch today..i ended up watching videos on my laptop...noe who i was watching? yang zong wei..the guy who looks ugly bt has a gd voice...anyway..my fren says if i watch him perform his songs live i wld cry watching...unfortunately..i was more distracted by his face than anythin..n instead of feeling touched n crying..i cldnt help feeling awkward for him and well..a little funnie to watch as well...and then i had no time to watch my pushing daisies becos i was busy listening to yang cheng lin's li xiang qing ren...remnants of yest's kboxing..and nw i want to watch er muo..OMG!im so busy! til another time!(Drie)

HEY!
today flag day was fun lo.
get to see e dogs at SPCA.
so cute but noisy.
e bigger dogs keep barking.
e smaller wants are playing.
i saw one of e dog white in colour is super nice n cute.
but is very big.
we were slacking at 1st but after that we when to marina square the link way.
and start work.
i manage to ask most of them to donate for SPCA.
but some people never.
den some dao some more.
after that about 1 plus 2 we when to eat lunch.
den go walk walk awhile.
we were happily playing.
only a few of us the rest they didn't go they when to sch n slack.
they just use their own money n donate.
i got a satisfied feeling after hearing the sound in e tin and e weight.
i was happy n oso tired.
while i was at marina e link way.
i saw my uncle.
i think he was shock to see me there lo.
den i walk den run a little to him n ask him for donation.
den he tell me don have money den i ask i don care help me donate.
hahahahahahahahaha.
den we chat for a few sec den i continue doing my job.
den he when to times read his book.
i was to tired that i fell asleep in the bus n my frenx have to call me wake up.
den one of my guy frenx turn round n laugh.
but i was super tired so i didn't care him.
when we reach kallang mrt.
while walking out towards the bus stop opposite my house.
we saw the bus that he can go home.
e 1st bus was 31 he decided not to take.
den after that we saw 985.
my frenx chiong n chase after e bus like sonic.
i was there laughing with my other frenx that stay near by my house too.
den finally reach home.
but cant sleep cos nid go bath den go downstairs eat dinner.
after eating dinner my grandfather as us to accompany him to go make spectacle.
deb i saw a few nice wan.
the next time when i nid to do one spectacle i will go downstair my house to make.
i super like it lar.
but too bad i cant change.
i just make a new wan to very long ago.
n my spectacle not yet spoil.
so when my spectacle spoil i will go downstair n make a nicer wan.
n more cool with design.
hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
so tired wan go slp le.

byebye.
nitez.
takecare.

HEY!!
today reccess time i was searching for IT presence lar.
something is seriously wrong with me lor.
but so happen IT always appear at a persition where i can spot IT easily.
IT just sit frontfront de table n i can see IT very clearly.
i saw IT putting IT hands around other girl neck.
i was like sbit jelious lor.
i don noe why.
i going crazy man.
den after reccess go back class IT walk in pass me rite in front n turn facing me.
but i see away.
i don wan to have anymore this kind of undescrible feeling again.
den after school i go 4 my oral exam.
i saw him sitting outside drop in center chatting with a girl if im not wrong.
very fan in this kind of problem.
i really don noe wat to do lar.
im suspose to like forget IT lar.
n now here finding IT presence.
SERIOULY MAN IM GOING CRAZY!!

sian lar tml got flag day.
bored ah.
everytime flag day.
next saturday have again.
wan die liao.
some people take ****ing reason n don wan to go.
really hate this kind of people.
don wan waste my salve talking to them.
after all 'someone' thinks 'someone' good n very proud n all.
i heck care now.
do all 'someone' wants.
i don wan say anymore.

byebye.
takecare.

HEY!
seriously lar hoh. i dont noe what happen sia.
i go drop in den IT oso go in.
den always at a place where i can see lor.
if not den passby me just behind.

den today again.
in e morning i was like searching for IT presence lahx.
after that don have already.
only awhile in e morning that im like that.
den reccess time i saw IT walk pass in frontfrontfrontfront de table.
but i didnt really care.
den nvm IT n frenx sit e table next to mine.
n opposite dierction.
n run too n flow behind me de chair.
seriously i don noe how to describe myself de feeling.
somehow i thinks he wanna tell me something but dont noe how to say.
IT always give me this feeling.
is very complicated.
DONT NOE WHAT TO DO!!

byebye.
takecare.

HEY!!
OMG!!
today dont noe y hoh.
whole day go where oso will see IT lor.
den i suddenly feel IT presence beside me n IT presence everywhere.
fail sia today.
supose to ignore IT presence yet cant.
IT presence suddenly appear where every i am.
i hope tml IT presence will not be same as today.
PLEASEPLEASE!!
DONT LET TODAY THING HAPPEN AGAIN!!
JIAYOUS!! I CAN DO IT!!

nitenite.
takecare.
byebye.

Hey!
i did it 4 today.
i ignore IT presence.
i was kinda hard but i manage to do it.
somehow im trying very hard to make myself happy again.
4grtting things tat brought sadness wif it.
im going to try it again tml.
ignore IT presence.
somehow i can fell tat he still care about my presence.
cos i can feel tat someone is look at me at times.
but i don noe izzit ture or is just my feeling telling me tat.
JIAYOUS JIAYOUS to myself!!
i will put in all my effort to 4get sadness n IT presence should disappear bahx.

nitenite.
takecare.