today was the 1st day of work..

feel a bit nervous wondering how r e people there like n how e place look like..

but after i reach e place i wasn't tat curious anymore..

the people there friendly n always have food going around the office..

somehow it does look like a office area..

hahahaha.. don't know how to describe it..

time past very fast today..

quite like the thing tat i was doing although is a bit messy..

but is something new that i learn..

hahahahaha..

well i wasn't happy for e past few days..

not until now.. so i occupied myself with things e whole day..

without thinking anything except food, bed n work..

after thinking what i did wasn't that bad at all..

nth to bother about..

relax..

but after work go n have dinner is totally shit!!!

emotional drop half down..

super !@#$%^&*()@#$%^@#$%!@#$%^&*!!!!!!!!

not going to do anything anymore..

numbing myself..

building metal from now on..

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[ME]