WTF did i do to get treated like this!!!!!!!

WTH is this.. tis is not i wan!!!!!!

u get it!!!!!!!

GET IT INTO YOUR HEAD!!!!!!!!

ALL I WANT IS SIMPLE LIFE!!!!!!

CANT U JUST GIVE ME THAT!!!!!!

WHATS THE MATTER WITH U!!!!!!

DONT REGRET WHEN IM GONE!!

CAUSE THIS IS WAT U MAKE ME TO DECIDE!!!

dont come and show me attitude i tell u!!!!!

i dont give a damn..

i dont care who u r..

once i make me firer up i dont give u any chance!!!!!!

today was the 1st day of work..

feel a bit nervous wondering how r e people there like n how e place look like..

but after i reach e place i wasn't tat curious anymore..

the people there friendly n always have food going around the office..

somehow it does look like a office area..

hahahaha.. don't know how to describe it..

time past very fast today..

quite like the thing tat i was doing although is a bit messy..

but is something new that i learn..

hahahahaha..

well i wasn't happy for e past few days..

not until now.. so i occupied myself with things e whole day..

without thinking anything except food, bed n work..

after thinking what i did wasn't that bad at all..

nth to bother about..

relax..

but after work go n have dinner is totally shit!!!

emotional drop half down..

super !@#$%^&*()@#$%^@#$%!@#$%^&*!!!!!!!!

not going to do anything anymore..

numbing myself..

building metal from now on..

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[ME]

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!

we have gone through many up n down..

hope we will love each other more..

understand each other more..

this love will go on all e way..

i love you hubby..

:DD

how long more can i smile like this?? :DD

smile until i cant close my mouth even 1 min...

can i continue smiling like this all e way..

or will it be taken away??