back from not blogging.. somehow lazy to blog everyday..

only like to blog when i feel like it..

today's DMT phase test..

so sian.. so scared dont noe how to do..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAN YONG!!

ytd when out watch movie with yx, pr, ck & d.

when to watch "my gf is an agent"..

the show super funny.. cant stop laughing la..

after the show go find xy who was waiting for us outside the cinema..

he didnt watch the show wif us that y he's outside waiting..

and while he was waiting for us he was playing wif the escalator..

and ppl thought he was suspicion.. hahahahaha..

den when to eat dinner.. and u noe wat our dinner was dessert..

yx & d shared 2 bowl of dessert 1 hot and another cold..

me and xy shared red bean milk ice..

while eating we were talking a lot crap & funny thing..

den we were talking about something funny..

pr just suddenly burst into laughter wif her mouth fill wif dessert..

kana most of us la.. and cant stop laughing..

it's been long time since this happy thing happen..

very long nv laugh so happy le..

although still have unhappy thing inside me..

dont noe how long am i going to take to forget this thing..

even my teacher also came and talk to me..

cos i didnt study in his/her lesson well..

it was far from the 1st term the way i behave..

xian zai de wo is like..

at the top of a roller coast suddenly drop 180 degree down from the ride..

from heart beating fast to no heart beat..

i shouldnt have contact him..

maybe all this thing wouldnt happen..

maybe if i nv meet him..

this thing wouldnt happen..

but i tell my self in this world there are not many if or maybe..

all this are my fate.. but i didnt wan my fate to be sad..

or maybe is just not the rite time and ppl..

like wat my teacher told me..

it seems so hard to forget..

y is human being made like that..??

y cant human being like computer just reformat and everythings back to normal with a scar..??

why dont i get a chance to show him how much i love him.. but he can.. this isnt fair..

and i noe love isnt fair at all..