What is this??

missing you in this way doesn't make anything better...

Y must i miss u so badly NOW..

right at this time..

y cant i forget you..

OMG!!

YOUR like a DRUG to me..

i cant stop thinking of you..

appearing in my dreams, my mind..

everything that i do..

i think of you...

y cant i just forget everything about you...???

GOD is this my punishment for what i didn't in the 1st place?? 

Did not know what to do?? 

What my heart was thinking??

What was my feeling at that time of my life towards him??

so what if i regretted it now..

does everything going to go back where it started?? the ans is NO...

seriously i don't know what to do RIGHT NOW!!!

i just want to go out of this place where i didn't want to be in the very beginning...

if at started from a STUPID JERK...

but it wasn't a bad thing to know you not till now that many things have happen..

i like the way when everything started but not the end..

i hate the end..

never regretting know you..

but to push you away from me when i know i really need you in my life..

i don't know why I'M so STUPID to do that..

ever since that day..

i have never seen you..

life without you is hard to live in..

NOW i know life without you is horrible..

all i want to do is to have you back in my life..

maybe this is impossible..

this is the 1st time I'm so serious in r/s..

maybe i don't deserved it..

finding the pieces of my heart from the day that you really left..