Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Thought I was forgetting u.. E same night i said this u appear in my dreams.. Wat does tis mean den??
You said that you love me FOREVER..
I never knew that FOREVER had an EXPIRATION DATE!!!
Is ur lost to let me go.. :)
Worst thing to do in life is to mess with gals who live u too much!!! U might regret for life!!!

Over

Forgetting u already.. Not knowing who r u to me anymore.. Continuing with my life feeling better with out u I'm fine.. More guys better r waiting for me.. Done with u!!

Over

Forgetting u already.. Not knowing who r u to me anymore.. Continuing with my life feeling better with out u I'm fine.. More guys better r waiting for me.. Done with u!!

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Didn't expect to see u today.. E moment I saw u I feel like hugging u n cry.. I seriously still don't understand y?? I can't put down totally.. Too long too many things.. Still couldn't stop thinking.. :'(

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Ohh I wanna let you know
That I'll always love you baby

Sometimes I think about
Everything that we've been through
And I pray that you would just open your eyes
I love you and I need you
So please don't throw our love away

Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went on
It must've been the first kiss
You told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
I'm sorry for the tears I'm sorry for the pain
You were the one that I'd always made things right
I promise you this though you got a friend for life
Maybe one day we can try it again
And maybe things can be a little different
So lets just kiss and say goodbye
'cause I really cant stand the pain of seeing you cry

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

All that is mine is yours that's what I said
Treat you with love and respect in everyway
You wanted I gave you need me I was there
Now you treat like if I'm not here
I love you and I need you don't wanna let go
If you want somebody else please let me know
Can't take it no more I feel I'm dying inside
Is this the price I pay for handing you my life?
I know I'm not perfect but I truly cared

So when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
Just remember I loved you it will never be the same
Gave you everything and you threw it all away

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

I gave you my good and my bad
My heart and my soul,
My trust my money my time,
What more can you ask from a man
Even when times were hard
I held out my arms and held you
Even excepted you though whatever weather
But now I feel it we're at the end of the rope
Whatever we had now I gotta let go
Nights like this I wish raindrops would fall
To cover my tears
Wishing I could replace all those wasted years
Of loving someone who couldn't love you back
And now again I gotta start from scratch
But I know I've given you my everything

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

The day I get my phone 4 white is oso e day I was super heart broken n sad.. I was super happy in e morning but damn sad in e afternoon.. We really broke up le.. Though. I noe e ans.. I'm still not believing it Is true.. I really don't wan to break up.. It took me so much to get into Tis r/s n last it so long n tis is e ending?? No I don't wan!!!! U bian xin.. I didn't change from e start.. I'm staring to think everything u said was a lie.. I though I was strong enough to accept it.. But I was wrong.. I crash over like an earthquake.. I've fallen too deep to get bak up.. I don't noe wat to do with my heart n feelings now.. My tears just wouldn't stop flowing..

Today had a farewell gathering for my sec frends who r going in army already n like tml they r going in Liao.. Hahahah.. Had a lot of fun.. When to eat Aston den after that when to a nearby pub to chill.. Is damn shoik lahx.. The drink mix until so nice n got feel lahx.. Didn't drunk but high.. But after that headache Cos not enough slp.. So going to have another gathering like tat again.. Is super refreshing n relax.. Plus so long all of us nv sit down n go out tgt..