Monday, June 30, 2008 Y 11:04 PM
Hey!
i did it 4 today.
i ignore IT presence.
i was kinda hard but i manage to do it.
somehow im trying very hard to make myself happy again.
4grtting things tat brought sadness wif it.
im going to try it again tml.
ignore IT presence.
somehow i can fell tat he still care about my presence.
cos i can feel tat someone is look at me at times.
but i don noe izzit ture or is just my feeling telling me tat.
JIAYOUS JIAYOUS to myself!!
i will put in all my effort to 4get sadness n IT presence should disappear bahx.
nitenite.
takecare.
Sunday, June 29, 2008 Y 8:36 PM
Day by Day has pass..
A week has gone..
Am i going to 4get IT or just remember the good memories.
i dont even noe what im thinking now.
i don noe what i should do n not do.
my feelings now is very complicated.
IT just pass by me when im very sad n shouldnt be seeing IT.
school start again tml will i see IT again.
last friday IT just sat in front of me n i pertend not to see IT around.
again IT pass by me.
i ignore IT presence.
maybe IT presence make me even more sad day by day.
seriously i don noe what should i do.
i didnt wan all this to happen.
since it happen i have no choice to face it n not hide from it.
i try hiding but it didnt help at all.
i feel more hurt than be4.
this time i face it even more n hurting.
maybe i should clear IT presence from my mind.
i have had enough hurt n should stop tearing.
i should start from tml onwards.
takecare.
byebye.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 Y 9:30 PM
upon a happy face that's saddness behind it.
that couldnt make me happy already.
he stolen my heart n ran away.
all a sudden without giving me any notice that it would happen so fast n near.
was everything by fade or is just that something when seriously wrong.
was those words u said a lie to me or just wanna make me fall in love with you.
then dissapear like that from the world that we're in.
living me alone in that world and never come back again.
the loneliness inside the world is suffocating and terrible.
are you going to come back and take me out of this such place.
is very scary.
i really dont wanna stay in this place is horrible place.
a place that do not have your shadow and spirit is really scary.
im really lost in this world.
will you come back and guide me back to the track?
ILYIMY
muack.
broken heart @pple
Thursday, June 19, 2008 Y 5:56 PM
hey!!
long time no post le.
kinda lazy n cos my sis using e com den i cant use.
so nv post. lazy fight wif her to use.
sian lor sch holiday wan end liao.
sch reopening liao.
nid wake up early can slp late liao.
SIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIAN.
den N level coming oso.
sian ah, nid JYJY le.
hope can pass n get good results.
get into better sch.
tat day monday celebrate my didi bday it was kinda early celebration.
he was so happy. my biao yi, mei n me bought him a very big present.
he wanted to open but i told him canot open go hm den open.
den i brought my rubik cube at $9.95 it was on sale.
don noe wat to write liao.
end here bahx.
takecare.
love ya.
muack.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 Y 3:11 PM
Hey ppl..
i think im going to upload pic for e 1st time..
Mii n my sis..
taken while waiting 4 food..
This is mii..
The love he give mii..
Left to Right
BiaoYi, mii, di n mei
This is mii in a coach during sch outing..
Last year dec hair style..
i use to have long hair..
Saturday, June 7, 2008 Y 11:25 PM
Ello!!
ytd super sad sia don noe y??
i cried man..
i was very up sad all e way until nite time when i was chatting wif my frenx over e phone..
they keep talking very funny thing den i keep laughting darm funny lor..
den i wasnt tat sad anymore..
i was more happy den..
we were so happy talking..
we talk until 3 3plus like tat den they all go to slp..
den after tat i call my another frenx to chat..
but we onli chat awhile den i when to slp ler..
den no com use somemore so slept early ytd..
n oso quite boring lor..
don noe y oso..
hope got ppl jio mii go out sia at hm so bored..
but i oso don wan go out cos no money..
hahahahahaha..
today morning got ppl come n make my sis rm e table..
she change e persition or her table cos she wan her rm like mine.
e bed near e wall n e window..
when they doing e drilling n n knocking e time i was in my rm slping den e in-pack very big lor..
make mii so hard to slp..
den i woke up n go inside my grandparents rm to slp..
when they finish e time den ask mii go bak my rm to slp..
2day i was so slpy lor..
i slp until 2plus den wake up watch tv..
den watch half way i felt a slp agian..
den i woke up at 5 like tat den go n bath cos at abt 6plus like tat i nid go out..
after i bath i didnt wan to go bak to slp..
so i when to my sis rm to set up e computer n everything..
mazing thing is tat i manage to set it up..
everything okay..so happy sia..
den i on e com awhile to use abt 15 mins or so lar..
after tat grandfather com bak so nid off com den go out liao but at least when i reach hm i can use e com.. don nid wait 4 my mummy to come n make 4 us.. onli e mio thing den nid her help us make e rest of e thing i manage to make it myself..
hahahahahahahahahahahaha....
dinner time wait 4 ppl to come darm long lar..
wait until i so hungry..
but as we wait 4 e food to come my aunt, uncle, sis n mii found things to play den we were not bored at all while waiting..
we when crazy lor.. ppl there thinks we're crazy.. they keep staring at us lor..
their service there is very bad.. we ask a gal to help us fill water she darm not happy lor..
den give mii e not happy face.. crazy wan ler tis kind of ppl..
but dinner eat until very full n happy..
we eat half way den play zhong ji mi ma..
my sis keep losing lor..
afternoon e time she when to my aunt hse play mahjong den she lose $10.60
crazy wan lor lose so much..
i ask her next time call mii mah den i go up..
but actually i was lazy n was slping oso when she asked mii if i wan to go anot..
hahahahahahahahaha...
end here bahx.. wan go watch show..
byebye..
takecare..
love ya..
muack..
Monday, June 2, 2008 Y 12:16 AM
ello..
fk sia some idiot go my friendster anyhow spam mii..
fker..
like i go it like tat..
nb tat bastard better don let mii see him..
end here..
going bak to friendster..
byebye..
nitenite..
takecare..
muack..
